It's been a while since I last watched the Vampire Diaries, been too busy working and all my days off was out with my best friend. anyway, yesterday I downloaded the episodes from the 10th till the 12th , season 3, and watched them. And man, my infatuation with Damon is limitless, not because he is smoking hot, but his love to Elena takes my breath away. I mean, how he loves her though he knows she doesn't love him, how he watched her pick his brother over him more than once and yet he stayed to just protect her and see her safe before his eyes. in Episode 10, season 3, they finally kissed. and this time she didn't push him away or anything , she completely surrendered to the sweetness of his kiss. it was one hell of a scene , when Damon discovered that Stephan didn't let him kill Klaus to save his life not because he was compelled, He told Elena he started feeling guilty again for what he wants , she asked and what is that you want? which is obviously her, then Damon walked away , but came rushing back told her since I'll be feeling guilty anyway I will feel guilty for this , and then he kissed her. God, When will my own Damon come?
Sunday, 19 February 2012
The Vampire Diaries
Saturday, 18 February 2012
Narcissus Mythology
Narcissus or Narkissos , derived from the greek word ( narke ) meaning ' Sleep or numbness ' , was a hunter from the territory of Thespiae in boetia , who was reowned for his beauty. He was exceptionally proud, in that he disdained those who loved him. Nemesis ( The goddess of Revenge ) saw this and attracted Narcissus to a pool where he saw his own reflection in the water and fell in love with it, not realizing it was merely an image. Unable to leave the beauty of his reflection, Narcissus died. And that was where the term of the personality disorder (Narcissism ) was derived from. Narcissistic characters are specified with the following traits :1- Reacts to criticism with anger.2- Wants the best of everything.3- Obsessed with oneself.4- Requires constant attention and positive reinforcement from others.5- Lacks empathy.
Narcissus gazing at his own beauty
Not that I'm proud of it but I know I am a Narcissistic person, I can never take rejection or criticism well , I always love people stating my positive sides, I always want to be the best in everything , I'm an attention whore, I admit it and sometimes I'm really this cold person who lacks compassion , the last trait is obsessed with oneself ? Hell I made the post about Narcissus about me LOL.
Take Me Back To A Simpler Time
I miss me. I certainly do. I miss that strong willed confident woman I was. I miss how hopeful and emotional I was. Yes I miss those times when I wasn't as emotionally numb, when I used to feel everything to the extreme. Feel happiness from all my heart. Feel love with every pit in my soul. But I guess when I had to feel the pain to the max I started to try not to feel, because it hurt so much I couldn't breathe literally. When you get disappointed so much in the people you love , you sort of stop expecting and by time you even stop feeling the love, you stop caring , you stop looking forward for a better tomorrow and by time you turn to this soul-less person. numb, emotionally dead and cold would be my middle name now. I miss those days when I used to be able to talk about what I feel and cry my little heart out. The ability of having a good cry is a bless that God took away from me. I tried so hard to teach myself to stop feeling the pain that I forgot how to feel the good things in the process. The thing is deep down I'm still waiting for prince charming to come heal all the pain and save me from what I've become. I know you are out there, prince charming. I need you. Save me from me. Come kiss me and breathe life into me again because I've been dead for so long now that I'm without you and I'm tired from all the fake princes. I need something real to hold on to. I need something real to feel and only you will bring back my soul from the dead.
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